[And when you wake up, I'll be the first thing you see]
Each time he gets upset, I’ve realized, he’s afraid of what the not-so-distant future brings. We’ve somewhat surpassed our little problems like jealousy and miscommunication. Lately he’s been thinking about our past summer and the one upcoming. Wondering what will happen at the end of school. I really hope he doesn’t have to go away. And if he does, not for a long time. Makes me wonder though. Is this it? If he does have to go away for 4 years to study. What am I gonna do? He’s not gonna be with any girls for 4 years? He still wears the necklace I gave him and said that he’ll never part from it. He tells me I shouldn’t have to work next summer and that he will and I can spend his money. At the same time he talks of going away. I’m so confused.
